Subconsciousness.

I wanted something totally different. I wanted to be me, a new me, a different, potentially better me. I thought for some time as to how I'd achieve that.

No more memories about ex. kjeld, I was going to be someone totally new. Like I never was that red-haired girl who was so unfortunally abused by her ex.

I dyed my hair black.

And sat behind my pc, too wait for my hair too dry, and found this.